Sometimes shitty things happen and we basically have absolutely no control over it. Other times we have total control over it because it just happens to be our fault.
Sometimes we can fix it and make up for it. Apologize, buy your friend a drink and earn the trust back. Other times they’ll never forgive you, they’re going to break your trust back.
I’ve been going through some rough shit, I think that’s painfully obvious, I also think it’s pretty fucking lame for me to be writing about it on an anonymous blog.
I want to save up for a really expensive camera that I don’t have any idea how to use and just fuck around. Why Not? Also, the other day I watched this pretty stupid show. I mean it was cheesy as fuck but the concept was pretty interesting. Basically this girl got bored or lonely for Christmas or something and wrote a whole notebook with clues and left it in a random spot for anyone to find. I’m not a girl and I’m not looking for a boyfriend but that idea alone just sounds like a lot of fun. There’s one risk though which is people just tearing it apart or throwing it away.
The real world is fucked, Whatcha Gonna Do?
Of course the show ends with her and a boy meeting each other after sending the notebook back and forth and getting together because yah know, its a cheesy Christmas show.
For as long as I’ve been alive, I have always loved cool mysteries and hidden rooms in houses and mystery people. If you can’t see a face, you can only judge based off of personality right?
I mean I have an anonymous blog, does that mean I want to be found or not?
The only thing you can judge me on is personality and well, spelling and grammar. I’m still learning, leave me be. Plus I know it looks pretty boring. Should I add a some sort of picture or something? What would spice it up? a shitty picture or a cool one.
I’ll put both, who cares?


The first one is of my ceiling which is the cleanest thing in my room and the second one is of some blurry lights.
Okay, so they’re both shitty pictures. Not like I made a pinky promise.
I’m gonna straight up just be honest here. I made this blog at like 3am on a Tuesday or Wednesday or whatever. Its not supposed to become a thing but I suspect it might.
Anyways, see yah next time I get too bored to just talk to actual humans.